Howzit! I'm Neo Pepeta
Growing up Technology has always been something that fascinated me and diving deeper into the digital world of business , i realized how chaotic things can get especially when you dont plan beforehand.Thats where i come in.Cellular devices and social media do much more than keep us in conatct with friends and family. They connect us to the world.
if you had more time to work on your socials and understand the dynamics so that you can intentionally meet like minded individuals or just eager to share your story, just click the link below & we can see how i can be best of help.
Liyema Dont Stop reading
i want you to know that i am Broken on the inside , but im working on healing myelf and its gonna be a life long journey , . We've been hurt differently with similar situations but it also means we will heal differently. i dont know what your world looks like but i want you to know I DONT KNOW what ill be in 5 years maybe a Website designer , Maybe an actor , maybe a producer , or whatever path im meant to walk but for now i want you to know if you could see yourself through my eyes and hear my thoughts you'd probably be in tears. i wish you could see i want all of you, even the sides you dont know or hiding or scared of but i fully understand it isnt mutual, maybe you only need/want me when you lonely or hurt but i want you to know its one of the worst feelings to feel to accept from the people closest to you , trust me i would know.. i thought maybe really you dont wanna talk but you just dont wanna talk to me. im sorry for not seeing it sooner. As you said you still young & wanna live your life so go be young and live your life and maybe you'll find your people you can mess around with or open up to or talk to and be vulnerable with and i wish you nothing but the best. you don't have to love me in secret you can love me from a distance just like how you did before we met me this year. the anxiety and fears when i think of you are alot and feel equivalant to the pain and tears you show me and the words that youll never say. sorry for not being able to provide a safe space for you to be vulnerable or should i rather say sorry for making you think/feel you cant be anymore.
Your Boy Nez
aka Neo
i hope you get it.
from family to my friends ive got too many people that keep hurting me and only use me when its conveniant for them & im tired so even if i smile and laugh through the bullshit energy speaks way louder than words but wonke umntu uziphilele ngendlela yakhe, qah its fucked knowing people only treat nicely because you useful to them, so i gotta watch what i tolerate because some people have no problem of taking advantage of a good thing. i hope you know i never wanted you to change or be different or try to hide or be scared i just wanted you to be you , At all times , even on days when you feel like you cant, but its okay i am just a chapter in your story and thats okay.
